I need a place where I can belongThis alternate world is not my homeI suffocate here The hollow laughs of the hollow manEmbarrassing carnival paradeCan’t stand more lights I don’t care if those times are overI’m not going to live like everyoneI don’t care if those times are overMy future…
I want to flyI want to feel my lifeStill belongs to meNo matter whatI want to flyI want to flap my wingsAnd cause a hurricane in your heart ButterfliesBetter lies than hateBut I can’t pretend anymoreI’m tired of suppressing all of my needsI want to belong to the cloudless skyNot…
I live surrounded byCherished memoriesI have a weakness forCollecting them alphabetizeAs far as I recallMy childish ritualsIcons of that worldAlways filled my shelves and heart Now I shelter from the rainHole up in my cageYou don’t have to think too much todayThey filled in for your brain Curled upDeprivedCurled upDeprivedI…
Into this worldI cameFilled with fearCrying all the timeI guess my birthLeft a great scarOn my heart and mind Now I hand-pick cottonAnd struggle to sing“I am happy and I do what I like”But my voice breaksAnd I start to hateMy singingAnd simply everyone Mama told meBe goodWork hardAnd love…
Where have you wandered, my only childWhy are you not coming back?Your mother is crying her eyes outAnd I in my dreams hear your voice “Father, will you take me awayFather will you take and save me from my fateFather, will you take me awayFather will you take and save…
Once in the darkness of bad memoriesYou stepped into a trapBut the spring-loaded bar didn’t break your neckAnd you remained there Waiting for the better time Life, with your passivityIn the face of choicesForced you to turn back, settle with your liesBut the stubborn glassDoesn’t want to talk to you…
I could be foreign foreverTo your otherlandI could be foreign forevermoreTo your promiseland One life was great but anotherNo, I don’t want to live On the edgeI won’t follow you I found my ownI will stay I could be foreign foreverTo your hastelandI could be foreign forevermoreTo your neverland One little brick…
This is harder than I thought it would beBeing there in my prozac dreamsSaw your beauty and I kept in mindImagine your smell and touchImagine all of us I’m sure we want to find our placeWe’re alone inside – that’ll never change Grinning, ducking and running timeFill in the blanks…
I’d like to tell youWhat I dream aboutI’d like to sayHow much I miss youButI say sorrySo come my darlingCome to meI’m sorryI’m dying on the treeI’d like to tell youThat it’s not too lateI’d like to sayThat I won with myselfBut I say sorrySo come my darlingCome to meSorry…
What if it’s notIf it’s not meant to beWhat if someoneHas made a mistake What we’ve becomeThere’s no turning backMaybe it’s timeTo say that out loud Question marks are falling downCrushing underneath our memoriesAs we stand and look aroundThe world that remained On the walls we paint our dreamsHiding in…